well i keep telling myself i'm gooing to be better about updating....and it shows how well that has worked out ahaha.

well anyway...lately the musical has been consuming my life. instead of doing homework, i work on lines, and my character, and it doesn't bother me that i get behind in school.  i have been taught by someone that your grades take you only so far, and then your dreams are in charge of carrying you the rest of your way.  Theatre is something i have really come to love, and i'm not sure what i'd do without it....so i wont be without it.  This summer michael and i are going to do a show together with the columbus children's theatre downtown.  I am soo looking forward to it that graduation is now just a landmark on the way to the show.  This year has been such a learning experience for me, and i'm so much more excited about life now.  Every little thing has done something for me, whether it be those who hurt me who made me stronger, or even those who are helping me to be myself and let it all out; I've been changed.  I'm done holding grudges that are stupid and immature and i'm ready to embrace those who have been gone from my life.

Life is not supposed to be dramatic and depressing.  We were put here for a purpose, and once you see that purpose there's nothing more important.  I'm sooo happy with everything right not:)

and by the way....

THOROUGHLY MODERN MILLIE

LIBERTY HIGH SCHOOL

MAY 1-4 2008

BE THERE!!!!

i don't really have a clue why i'm updating since i decided i was done with xanga
i guess it may be because i am sent other's updates and so i feel lazy. i don't know....

tuesday was possibly the best day of my life. i went up to band camp with kendrah, sarah, and ben norris.  It was so much fun seeing goofy stuff on the ride and taking some of the best pictures ever. We got to ONU in time to get to see everyone before sectionals. It was such a warm feeling to see kylie. she's basically my world. i don't think that i will ever find someone like her that no matter what happens and how much i get annoyed and avoid her, she's always there to tell me it's ok and she forgives me. 

i also got to see jared and michael. those boys are awesome. and i'm so proud of the guard this year. their rifle line is awesome. i can't wait to see them every friday night at the football games.

and today i'm babysitting all day but that's ok because i get to work later which is always fun and then go to kendrah's for the night.  Kylie will be there and i'm soooo excited. she is my best friend no arguments. and i guess that just really came true to me last night talking on the phone with her. just running through all the memories of fun times we've had together and all the more to come this year. my senior year.

it's great to have someone you can call your best friend. one you know wont' judge you or try to change you to be like them.

kylie. you rock my world.

i may post pics from our visit to band camp later.

<3